Thursday, February 20, 2014
Frustrated Despair, What is up?
Woke up screaming inside today. Ever have one of those mornings? Mine has been building and building to the point where now I feel like screaming so loud, What is going on God? Not in way of telling him off, but in a way of desperation. So this post is about frustration. I am trying to work out why am I so frustrated? I am at the point of almost giving up, but I won't! Somewhere deep deep deep down I won't let myself give up. I have no idea how this is going to go other then I trust God. I keep telling myself I trust you God, I trust you.. That is all I can do today. If you find yourself in a place of frustrated despair just keep saying I trust you God, I trust you. You have it all worked out. Help me and show me what it is you are trying to teach me. I am not perfect and I need help because I want to throw in the towel. I feel like I am chasing a dream that is never going to come. Help me to keep the passion you first gave me when you showed me that dream. Give me strength and endurance. I need a big dose of God Gatorade today. Help me push past this doubt and frustration. Your peace you give us Lord and I am asking for peace. Fill me with your joy and peace like no other thing can give me. You are the way, You are the truth and you are the Light!